Sweatpants

09/09/2015

Sometimes I just feel overwhelmed and want to come home, put on sweat pants, eat too much, and not leave the couch. Sometimes I just feel like crying and not being strong. Sometimes I just miss what I had and I am saddened by the many days between my then full, expectant heart and my now empty belly.

As I wrote that, it flashes through my mind that as the days between now and Baby’s life on earth grow, the days between now and our heavenly meeting grow shorter.

The end will justify the means.

But right now, I am going to go lay around and cry about the means.

09/16/2015

I don’t know what He is doing. I know He must know. I surely do not.